::. Just another Sunday .::
I just got off the phone with Angie and cancelled plans to hook up. I feel bad, coz I know she was really looking forward to today, so was I but I would'nt have been good company as I am so sleepy still from last night.
Sarika & I met up in Baker St Tube station yesterday. We went str8 to Angel where I had lunch & visited Brian at the Carphone Warehouse store to ask him for his recommendation on what phone I should get for my upgrade. It's either gon be a NOKIA or SONY ERICSON. We walked through the market there on Chapel St, then took a bus to Camden where we spent hours looking at weird people & urban art, which of course I loved. The urban art goes with me & the weirdos go with Sarika...lolol*
We spent the entire day walking here, walking there & walking everywhere. After Camden, Sarika wanted to go back to Angel to have dinner there, so we did & then we walked all along the High Rd in Islington. We sat down infront of the town hall & talked while I smoked the rest of my b.l.u.n.t, then we went to a bar & had a couple of drinks. I drank one & one only. I'm not much of a drinker & Sarika was getting shyty with me about it. Welll shyt, I don't drink like y'all British alkis...lolol* I was exhausted by the time we got home! All I wanted to do was take a shower, light my *torch*, lay back on my bed & chiiill...yesss, that's what I was looking forward to. Sarika & I had fun though...she talked me to def when I was trying to relax & enjoy my spliff...*ughhh* I swear that gurl can fuk up a bytch's high!
That was all last night. Thnis morning I totally forgot about the day light saving hour backward thing-a-ma-jig, so I woke up way too early for church & only found out when I got to church & it was closed! None was there yet..lol* I coulda slept in an hour longer...oh well.
Church was good today. The scripture was about 'money' & 'generosity'. How we should NOT LOVE MONEY! Of course it went into more, but I am too tired to re-collect.
Came home, cooked me a nice brunch - my famous delish omlette & banana on the side with my ice tea...YUMM!
Tasha txt me. She has been txting me alot. She sent me pics of her & Christian. She tells me she';s thinking of me always...she tells me she can't say sorry enough...she tells me she misses me.
Tasha is going thru things...I feel it & she's told me some of it. I can't do nothing for her this time. I ain't her gurl no more to carry around her baggage, na mean. I will listen & maybe give advice if that's what she seeks from me, but anything more, I can't do it.
Nikki & I have been talking alot more lately, which is cool. I guess we always had intentions to talk more, but for some time her phone had been off while she was in hospital & recovering. She is such a great SPIRIT. I really enjoy talking to her. And OMG, her poetry is da shyt! She is soo freakin' talented & gifted...through her poetikism, her words, her energy...she touches many, is able to relate to many & acknowledge many pains. She's amazing! A great friend in-deed! *smile*
Sunshine called me the other day. We didn't get to talk for too long coz I was on the phone with Sha. I intended in calling her back, but I fell asleep while on the phone with Sha. I called aday lata but she must've been busy working. I guess we'll catch up another time soon. It was sweet to hear her voice again though....seems like foreva.
Hmmmm...wonder how Joy is. I miss her! Hope my baby is doing ok. Last time we spoke, sounded like she was on the right path...GROWTH. I am soo so proud of her!
Ohhhh guess what!!! SADE is a CAPRICORN!!! Yessssss! I am happy about that. Sha & I had a date the other night, Thursday night on the phone. We showered, lotioned & smoked together while on the phone, then ate & played games. We had so much fun!!! I couldn't stop laffin' while we played games. She was flexin' n shyt on me b/c she didn't like that I was winning...lol* I love my Sha...she's soo damn cute! Yeaaa...so we decided we were going to find out what sign Sade & Busta Rhymes are. She found out about Sade first. I guess it's me & Busta now.
I called mum this morning. We talked for a min, then called my bruh Rog & spoke to him & Erika, his Mrs, for a few. We talked about my sis Sonia & the kids, the divorce. I told Rog to talk to Sonia about Saeed, he should take him for afew days & just spend quality time talking to him about the whole situation & his behaviour, which scaringly reflects that of his father's. We don't want that! Not at all! I spoke to my baby Sabrina Saturday morning for about an hour. We talked about many things. She told me about school, her friend's bday party, her school disco & then I brought up her parents & the divorce. I asked her how she was feeling about it. She seems to be dealing with the whole thing quite well though. All she wants is for her parents to be happy, more so, her mum.
I just reminded her that all of us (family) are there for the three of them no matter what & that we love them soo much. I told her that I would always be there for her if she needed to talk to me about anything to, even if she just wanted me to listen. She's only little still, but old enough to understand that much anyways. She said she wanted me to come home to celebrate her 10th b'day with her...Awww, I wish I could. I guess we'll see. I miss my lil' Bina Spagetti legs & lil' munchkin.
Today is Sunday & the sky was blue & white clouds filled the skies....now I'm looking outside my window...wut da hell happened??? Where did the blue sky go..??? It's grey now...grrrr, I forgot, this is London. *Ughh*
Posted at 12:24 am by
AlwayzDoubleR
